November 30th, 2021 – 1,161

Prior to 1K, I used to say November was my absolute worst month. Then I managed to power through 2018’s November and it seemed those days were passed. 2019 and yes, even 2020’s Novembers ended up good. This November was worse than those at University. I am an emotional and physical mess at the end of it, and so burned out I am not sure where I go from here. I know why I feel especially bad today, from a combination of factors, not least of which being the fatigue and bottled stress of the last two years at last washing over me in a tsunami. Months are arbitary markers, so the fact that November ends in less than a minute is small comfort, but I hope things finally get easier in my life. I need them to. Time’s running out.