June 8th, 2021 – 986

Being ill sucks. Being able to work anyway at least makes me feel less useless, but I don’t want to limp into 1K1K. I’m tired, but I want to be standing tall on that day. Yeah, it’s arbitary, but there’s only ever going to be one day of a thousand days of a thousand words. And, I think I finally figured out what I want to do for it. If I’m going to, then I need to make sure I have the energy when the day at last comes. In the meantime then, rest, recouperation and keep the work routine going. Recovery is going to take a while but, I’m tired of waiting for it. It’s been, a year and a half? Three years? Seven years? Ten years? There’s a lot of mounted stuff to work through. I want this to be my statement, a turning point, where I say enough. Two weeks. Tall order. But then, I started 1K in that.