Brain we had a deal. I ate enough, I did exercise, a lot of it. I, slept? Ok for like 6 hours but 2 out of 3 should earn me a reasonable time for target? Ok, I know that’s nonsense, I needed more than 6 hours but this has been a bit of a bad loop. I need to get back into writing on my breaks, as at 5pm when I finish work that time has started to become my UpWork hours. Don’t even get me started on how I maybe shouldn’t be working 11 hour days 5 days a week and how that might have reprocussions for my health when I also work weekends and write seperate to that every day but, oh jeez when I put it like that…
Ok, no, this is fine. It’s totally fine. The issue is the amount of sleep. I can totally do all of that if I get my 8 hours, so I just, need to do that. Starting tomorrow as there’s already no chance of it tonight. I, can’t even tell if I’m being sincere or I’m just using hyperbole. My head is not on straight right now after several half nights of sleep in a row. Why a half night is 6/7 hours when a full one is 8 I have no idea but, well it’s unnervingly true. I really need that holiday. And, well I’m gonna tell my clients that it’s holiday-holiday. If I don’t I’ll just come back more tired than I left before the holiday. Again. I can’t afford for every day of my annual leave this academic year to have made me more tired rather than less.
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