December 6th, 2019 – 436

The weather outside reflects what I’m feeling today. That’s so cliche, but it’s true. It’s grey, messy, groggy and unpleasent. It’s one of those days where I am honestly tempted to use half of one of my precious remaining annual leave days. That’s not a choice I take on a whim; to it’s credit I’ve been mulling it since Monday. Even so that leaves me on one and a half days of leave. I am meant to be cancelling some leave to attend Woodcraft camp next year too. As much as I want to go to that, I regret saying yes, and slow process as it is, I’m accepting I need to cancel. Man that hurts to say.

One part of my life that isn’t trying to kill me is my writing, which is ironic as 7~ years ago it would be leading that charge. Still have not dropped a day of TSS in the last 40, and the story is at 51K. I’ve got a lot of web dev to do tonight. That’s one of the reasons a half day has appeal, but either way I’d still put the odds I make it 41 days quite high. It’ll likely be a take-out night too, but as I’m getting paid to do this web development I’m not feeling too bad about that. I guess we will see. I’m going to put my head down for now and get on with clearing the last of my queue.